I guess I felt alone
My anxious eyes had lost all signs of hope
I'm set to self explode, are you set to self explode.
Are you out there, can you hear me
Are you out there listening and do you care at all?
All the poets that I know
Tell me I need to move on
That I gotta let it go
That I never needed anyone
What if I'm an optimist with common sense
And everything I ever did was cause of this
I fully know the consequence
But why'd you let it come to this
It's getting hard to live
Fighting not to leave
I don't wanna spend my life searching
Standing on your porch
Begging on my knees
Take a little hit of what I need.....
Can you hear me? I'm leaving.
I don't wanna go....
To see a miracle up close
Not just in scholar notes.
I swear I miss your voice
Not the sacraments and smoke
Do I believe in happenstance or destiny
Tell me is it left to chance or meant to be
Still waiting on those promises
I made myself and never kept
It's getting hard to live
Fighting not to leave
I don't wanna spend my life searching
Standing on your porch
Begging on my knees
Take a little hit of what I need.....
Can you hear me? I'm leaving.
I don't wanna go....
I guess felt alone
My anxious eyes now fight to find the hope
No matter how this goes, the futures mine to mold.
Despite all in know in the face of the unknown
I can hear the whispers
I can hear you whispering
I'm giving this my all....
credits
from Retro Future,
released March 23, 2018
Retro Future was brought to life at King Sound Studio in Paducah, KY in the early summer of 2017.
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